Feb 23, 2006
knocking on heaven's door

In the movie Spinal Tap, one of the most popular scenes is one where the guitar player is showing off his gear, particularly a guitar that has a volume knob that goes to 11, for when 10 is not enough and he needs a little extra.

Tonight I needed something to get me to 11. I was stuck on 10 though.

I'm not talking about volume. Or energy.

Often, in worship leading circles, we talk about "taking people to the throne of God." Admittedly, this is a bit of a vague idea, and lately I've been struck by how unaware I am about what this means.

And tonight, I know we didn't get there. But I feel like we got close. But, no matter what, it seemed like there was this final hurdle that I we just couldn't clear. The problem is, I don't know what it is.

It felt like we were close to the throne, in fact, maybe at the door of the throneroom. And there I was, trying to lead everyone in. But the door was locked. So, I started trying out keys. I had a ring full of keys. However, none of the keys I had worked. So, I stopped.

Maybe there are other keys I should be trying. Or maybe I have the right keys, but the wrong door. Or maybe my idea of worship are just off. I don't know.
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