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Jun 4, 2005
a moron
Why do I keep falling for it?? You would think after things keep repeating themselves, for what seems like the 200th time, I would learn. But I don't. Then it gets better, I fall for it again, and I get hurt again. Then repeat. Over and over. Yet I don't learn. But, that's me. I'm trustful. And idealistic. My imagination takes me places that I know don't exist. But I keep thinking that if I try hard enough, and be the perfect guy, I can make it happen. But, it's utimately not up to me. If I didn't care so much, I could just let go. But that's not me. So, I stay in the cycle. It's like my curse.
Someday I'll get it. Who knows when. I guarantee you I'll repost this within a month. I'll do it verbaitum, just to remind myself.
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