Sep 9, 2004
emotional nihlism

I'm pretty apathetic about most things right now.
I don't really know why.
Doors keep slamming in my face.
I'm not sure where all of this is going.

I was planning on planning on writing some more politics stuff, but I just really don't care anymore. Well, it's not that I don't care, I'm just tired of it. I purposely avoid the news so I don't have to hear any more of it.

Apart from that, I don't really have much else to say. Depressing, huh. Except it's not. I just don't even care enough to be depressed.

As I keep trying to figure out the whole "life-direction" thing, short-term or long term, I keep running into dead ends. Maybe I'm missing the obvious somewhere.

Someone in my office was playing "Jewel" this morning. That always gets me into a bad mood.

Speaking of office, My unit is joining a different department. That means new manager, new supervisor, and new cubicle.

I had the site redesign finished, then decided I didn't like it, so it's back to square 1.

I'm gonna do some work. Peace out.
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