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Apr 15, 2004
Moments of self introspection
1. I'm not normally the type to hold grudges. I'm fairly easy going, and difficult to make mad. And if I do get mad, I can usually vent my frustrations and get over it pretty quick. I think over the past ten years, there are maybe 5 people that I've been mad at longer than a few hours. Of those 5, there are 2 that have lingered on to this point. As I was think about those two, I can to a startling realization. Both of them were connected with a failure in my life. I can't go into detail, because it would bring me really close to bad-mouthing these people, which is another blog all in itself (about bad-mouthing, not about the 2 people). What I realized is that I am not just mad at these people. To me, they have come to represent these failures. They were involved. The things that they did to me I could have easily forgiven. But, for whatever Freudian reason, I have projected more onto them and have come to resent them because of that. What does all this mean. I don't know. Well, it does mean that I've taken too many psych classes. But, I do think it's a good step toward reconcilliation. 2. I know my pirate vocab. Do you??  Shiver me timbers you know loads about pirate vocabulary matey so Splice the Mainbrace and celebrate!yoho!{please vote} pirate vocabulary brought to you by Quizilla 3. One of my co-workers went to lunch 15 minutes before my first break. That means I gotta wait till she is back!! So inconsiderate. So now I'm cranky. 4. I'm too lazy to even have a job. Nobody seems to realize that. 5. I think medical billing people are the most bitter people in the world. Whenever I get a call, it rings through automatically. But, I have my phone on mute, so I have a couple of seconds before I answer. During those 2 seconds, I often hear this agonized sigh on the other side. I feel bad for them. posted
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